chodagirl....so much crack, so little time

I have been struggling with my decision to send my daughter to my parent's house ever since I decided it was the right thing to do. Now, I'm not so sure. I just got off the phone with my parents, and I got to hear how my prioritites are fucked up because she is there and I am here. 'I am a bad parent who doesn't care about her child, her flesh and blood. I should be there with her, making her understand that this is not her fault, because she thinks she has done something wrong.' Bullshit. It's all fucking bullshit. My mother informed me that she just told me that everything would be okay, and that it's okay for people to have hard times just so she could get Baby Girl away from me! She manipulated me, and made me feel like I was doig the right thing just so she could get my daughter! And now, I am getting the third degree because I won't move up there too, and leave my husband behind!

I don't understand. How can parents do this to their child? I am trying to be a good mother, and do the right thing for my child. Only to hear my own parents tell me that what I do is all wrong, and they just told me what I wanted to hear so they could get their way. Or at least half their way. I'm not there so they don't have all they want yet.

Just when I thought things were getting better...