My brain is fuzzy, and my eyes hurt. I have a migrain from hell. I need sleep and lots of it. I need rest, and relaxation, and I need to de-stress. I need a hug. I need to cry and cry, yet if I did, I have no idea where the tears would even come from. I need a dark, quiet little hole to crawl into, or maybe even a cozy rock to crawl under. I need to talk about it, yet there is nothing more that can be said. I need a kiss from my wonderful husband and to hear his voice. I need him by my side tonight when I collapse into bed, exhausted and crying. I know he needs me too, but he also needs what he is doing. Things will be better after all this. I can look forward to the future and say without a doubt that things will be better. I am proud of him, and I love him more than anything.